My sister 7-3-24

     

      My sister‘s birthday is tomorrow

What an amazing Day to have a birthday on

You never have to buy anything for this birthday

Because everybody celebrates this amazing day for you

What a wonderful free ( other then the presents cake and ice cream) day for a birthday 

So all growing up

I remember,

 never having banners or anything when it was my sister’s special day at her house


While we grew up in my parents house 

she got to stay up as late as she wanted

And watch the fireworks and think about her amazing day

As a family, we got to stay up as late as we wanted on our birthdays

I think they started this tradition just for my sister


I have another sister that has a birthday on a horrible day

And she always got some of the meanest tricks played on her

It’s only been until recently that things don’t happen to her

anymore…….


But let me go back to my other sister

This amazing sister that I have

I remember her when I was a teenager

While I was trying to figure out what I was doing in my life

I could go over to her house

Which was probably a 30 minute Skateboard ride over to her home

She was married  while I was in my teenage life

I didn’t really know her

I just knew of her and her family

But I knew that she was special, my sister


All my life, I have categorized my sisters in different ways

With my sister that has a birthday tomorrow on July 4

She was my spiritual sister

Whenever I didn’t know what to do in life

In my teenage life

I would go over to her house

And even though I was probably a horrible child, 

A little brother, a mean and always making wrong choices around 

her and her family

I would go over there to feel the spirit

When I couldn’t feel it anywhere else

I went to my sister’s house to enjoy her company

To listen to all the teachings that she had

She was a very spiritual sister to me.

It is because of my amazing sister

That I know more about the gospel…


So now when I watch fireworks

I think of her

And how much she used 

to mean to me


After I made a lot of my wrong decisions

She just couldn’t take it anymore

So she decided

That she was going to move away

And take her family with her

I know it was for many reasons 

other than me

But I know I was a big part of it


And now for about 10 years

I don’t know anything about my sister or her family

And it rips my heart apart

Because she was the one…

That I looked up to

She was the one I asked questions about GOD to

And she always had the right answers

On what I needed to hear

On what would help me keep going

On how I could stay more positive

How To be more spiritual

Growing up, she was my 

Spiritual Hero…


I looked up to her so much

She was happy and I wanted that 

When I was a teenager.


And now that I am back with GOD

I have so many questions

 that I’ve asked so many people

I have gotten many great responses 

But she was my most spiritual sister

And I feel that if I could talk to her

Once again

I could have so many answers

From her knowledge

Her love of God

Her love of her family

But…….

Because of my past mistakes

I have ruined this relationship

I love her so much

I wish I could tell her this

But because of my past mistakes, I cannot


So I wanted to share this with others

So they can see for themselves


What your decisions do…….

To affect those…

Who matter most to you…….

Later in life…


Please don’t make the same mistake’s that I did…….


Live a good clean, healthy life 

stay close to God…

So that you can keep your entire family with you

Wherever you go…


::David::

7-3-24






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