My sister 7-3-24
My sister‘s birthday is tomorrow
What an amazing Day to have a birthday on
You never have to buy anything for this birthday
Because everybody celebrates this amazing day for you
What a wonderful free ( other then the presents cake and ice cream) day for a birthday
So all growing up
I remember,
never having banners or anything when it was my sister’s special day at her house
While we grew up in my parents house
she got to stay up as late as she wanted
And watch the fireworks and think about her amazing day
As a family, we got to stay up as late as we wanted on our birthdays
I think they started this tradition just for my sister
I have another sister that has a birthday on a horrible day
And she always got some of the meanest tricks played on her
It’s only been until recently that things don’t happen to her
anymore…….
But let me go back to my other sister
This amazing sister that I have
I remember her when I was a teenager
While I was trying to figure out what I was doing in my life
I could go over to her house
Which was probably a 30 minute Skateboard ride over to her home
She was married while I was in my teenage life
I didn’t really know her
I just knew of her and her family
But I knew that she was special, my sister
All my life, I have categorized my sisters in different ways
With my sister that has a birthday tomorrow on July 4
She was my spiritual sister
Whenever I didn’t know what to do in life
In my teenage life
I would go over to her house
And even though I was probably a horrible child,
A little brother, a mean and always making wrong choices around
her and her family
I would go over there to feel the spirit
When I couldn’t feel it anywhere else
I went to my sister’s house to enjoy her company
To listen to all the teachings that she had
She was a very spiritual sister to me.
It is because of my amazing sister
That I know more about the gospel…
So now when I watch fireworks
I think of her
And how much she used
to mean to me
After I made a lot of my wrong decisions
She just couldn’t take it anymore
So she decided
That she was going to move away
And take her family with her
I know it was for many reasons
other than me
But I know I was a big part of it
And now for about 10 years
I don’t know anything about my sister or her family
And it rips my heart apart
Because she was the one…
That I looked up to
She was the one I asked questions about GOD to
And she always had the right answers
On what I needed to hear
On what would help me keep going
On how I could stay more positive
How To be more spiritual
Growing up, she was my
Spiritual Hero…
I looked up to her so much
She was happy and I wanted that
When I was a teenager.
And now that I am back with GOD
I have so many questions
that I’ve asked so many people
I have gotten many great responses
But she was my most spiritual sister
And I feel that if I could talk to her
Once again
I could have so many answers
From her knowledge
Her love of God
Her love of her family
But…….
Because of my past mistakes
I have ruined this relationship
I love her so much
I wish I could tell her this
But because of my past mistakes, I cannot
So I wanted to share this with others
So they can see for themselves
What your decisions do…….
To affect those…
Who matter most to you…….
Later in life…
Please don’t make the same mistake’s that I did…….
Live a good clean, healthy life
stay close to God…
So that you can keep your entire family with you
Wherever you go…
::David::
7-3-24
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