One of my Hero’s
I always did things with him and I now see how,
he looked up to me in every way,
he copied me,
he’d love to do the things that I did,
even though it was hard for him,
yet he was striving to be the best that he could be,
yet he would always copy the things I would say,
he would always try to do as I was doing.
And as I began to slip away,
I began to show him the wrong example,
and he followed,
he began to get stuck in all the stuff
that I allowed in my life.
But he did something….
that showed me an example,
of who He is to me….
of how my Brother
made the Hard decision
to be my perfect Example of Jesus Christ.
Even though I think,……
I was his hero in someway….
in the beginning…..
I made a horrible mistake,
some thing that is going to hurt somebody forever.
And my dear brother,
even though I know,
he wrestled in, within himself,
on what to do.
He did the right thing !!!!
He did what God would’ve done.
And I was so angry at him for what he did.
For so many years.
All I could think about at the time was,,,
what he did to me.
As I began to really began to think
about what kind of example I have been to him,
about where I was,
where I started,
how happy I was,
he saw this,
and he wanted it so much.
And because I allowed myself to get so dark,
he is now on that same path,
of sadness,
because of my poor example…..
And because of my actions
he is there……
struggling……
because of my actions…
my poor example….
I know he doesn’t ever want to talk to me again
And I fully understand.
But if I can do anything……
If I could plead for God to
send somebody his way
To help him return,
and find the happiness
that he sought from the beginning.
It is my fault…….
where he is…….
I’ve been wanting to write this letter about him for so long…
He is my HERO !
He made the Right Decision !
He has Christ in him !
He DID the Right thing !
I am so grateful he Was in my life!
and he Will always be in my heart.
It’s because of him and his choice,
to Follow God and Choose the Right.
He,
my dear Brother brought me back to God !
He helped me realize my poor,
pathetic state!
Of where I was…..
And because of His
Amazing choice to do the Right thing,
I am now Back with God.
I feel it is my solemn duty to be the Better Example.
To everyone…. So I can Honor, my Hero.
All three of His initials are the same……..
::David::
5-3-24
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