My experience

I find it kind of funny that people know when I’m awake, and I say this, because,, I have a dear brother, who used to struggle to wake up in the morning, and I have told him about when I wake up and stay awake. And he now knows that during these hours I don’t mind helping people…

I say call me if you need help,

While other people …would say I dont want to be bothered…. And they turn on their silence.

  I am awake waiting to help. Call me…..

He did a favor for me last week, and he was checking up to see how it went.

I am so grateful for his love, about letting me know that he is concerned,  as I was texting him back, I said some thing, that made me think about what I was saying ,,what I was typing. 

And as I was talking to him, I wrote the poetry called- I DID.

After I got done texting him in the morning, like five minutes later, another dear brother texted me,

Told me about Free wood that I can hopefully turn into something beautiful, 

As I was leaving the pool today, I just sat in my van for a while, thinking about everything that is happening in my life. 

All the amazing changes. And I was thinking about people that I had not invited yet to my baptism.

And I remembered somebody i helped a year ago,  I told them  I was struggling to come back to church, but I was going to be baptized.. and I would love for them to be there

Well, I felt inspired to go over to this person‘s house and invite them. 

And they were so excited, it blew me away that she remembered me. With such love. And remembrance.

She said I would love to talk, but I am going to a recovery meeting.

And I said awesome. Do you want me to go?

And without hesitation, she said yes…

So I drove behind her and when we got there, I walked into the room, and rather than sitting down, I went straight over to a gentleman, he had such a powerful spirit behind him, I knew that he was the first one I had to shake hands with. And he did more than shake hands. He grabbed my shoulders and gave me a hug. He let me know I was important to him.

Then I went around and shook everybody’s hand, that was in the room. And then I sat down,

But then, I was suggested to move, so I did, to the middle of the table..which was better anyway, cause I was able to see everybody who was talking.

I am so grateful I went to that meeting, there was one person in that room, that had a strong desire to change, but they were stuck. Just crawling to stay alive, just crawling to get by. I could see that they were ready to change, to truly change. 

What I said to this person applies to everybody in that room.

I am so grateful that I got to see my family, I got to remember why we are all here, working together.

I KNOW GOD was there…

I KNOW everyone in that room felt the SPIRIT…

After the meeting was over, I shook a few hands and went outside, because I had to stretch my legs and my back, and I waited out in the parking lot to talk to the many people that came in to the meeting, I was hoping I could talk to certain people, but they never came out the door.

So I ended up talking to a few others, and wow, they did have the spirit with them, I am so grateful for the talk that we had in that parking lot…

::David::

5-12-24