Deep thoughts this morning - change

 I actually have a lot of deep thoughts today 

I’ve been thinking about the mighty change,  to me I don’t see much change at all in myself

I feel like something is holding me back, 

I keep expecting something grand or something amazing to wake me up, 

to help me become the best  potential that I am, or that God knows that I can be, so what am I waiting for?  

I don’t know !  

I feel like I have so much potential to accomplish so many things, 

yet I don’t feel the strong desire or the passion, the courage, the overwhelming love that I think I’m looking for.

So this desire that I am looking for,,,,,this passion, this overwhelming desire to serve,  to be better, to understand, 

how do I understand and see the mighty change in myself, 

 recognize God’s hand in my life and then go, 

how do I give up everything,  

how do I put off the world, 

Truly give up the world and serve. 

How do I see the mighty change in me that others see…….

 I feel like I’m just still struggling…….

I know my gifts, I know they’re true, they are me, I know it.  

But how do I achieve what they are, 

how do I become the best that God can make me?

I have the perfect opportunity , 

I have all the Time in the world 

to serve 

to bless 

to uplift.

 I just need better teachers, 

 I have looked for so many to learn from,

 but there is so much more that I can learn from others,

 such greater disciples of God and the best ones that I can learn from are all the prophets,

Gods disciples

His true leadership, 

I need help directing me, to those that will make me better in Gods hands, and not the worldly way, 

I’m sick of the world and I don’t want it any more. 


Please, God direct me to those,

 open my mouth to talk and to be the disciple that Thou sent me to be…….


::David::

5-7-24







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